What would you do if this was you?

Ok I'm in debt debt up too my eye as they say.I am working a minimum wage job because that's all I could find.I'm 5 months preg.And my babies father completely stopped talking to me after I told him.Now it's already stress full when your pregnant worry about your baby and going through labor and all that.But to have to worry about how your going to make it living pay-check to pay check is a whole nother story.Anyway I am already stressing out just thinking about being there having a beautiful baby that you love but having a baby with no father.NowI had to live my entire life without a father and I once said I would never aallowmy kids not to have a father around.And now its all coming back to haunt me.I mean most day's I'm ok but it seems like its been getting harder and harder to keep my composer especially knowing that I won't be able to work after I have my baby.So I'll have all this debt(Which I got into because I couldn't make ends meet),and I won't be able to work.So now I'm just feeling like I need him there and I need his help.I feel like I could use all the help I could get.I feel almost desperate enough to go find him just to at least talk.I mean he used to be a friend to me and he just left all because he got me pregnant.I've been going to the doctor and got wic and all that but I haven't told my mom because I'm too ashamed.It's nt right for her to have to support me and my child.And I so badly wish I could say I have a b/f fiance husband or some other kind of non jjudge mentalsupport.Anyway is there anybody in a similar situation?And if you were me what would you do?